Dreading this...

I have a little less than 3 weeks before I head back to work and I am soooooo dreading it.  January 3rd is the official day.  I know that some of my other friends who have been on maternity leave and their time has already come for them to go back to work so I know that they can relate. I am really nervous about how I am going to cope with not being with Hunter at every moment of every day that I have been for the past 3 and half months. I do know that I will be pretty distracted going back to my busy job as a legal assistant at a law firm so that should help.  I'm just hoping that I don't find too difficult. We have decided to try him in his day care a few days the week before I go back to help Hunter adjust and for me to adjust with waking up early and making sure that I have everything prepared for both of us. So that is going to help out a lot and plus I won't have to worry about my first week going back wondering if Hunter is crying his head off at day care for me. Sean asks me all the time what the worst part is about Hunter in day care - which I have failed to mention, that he will only be in day care approximately 1 to 2 full days a week and about 1 or 2 half days a week because of Sean's schedule. So back to Sean's question - what is the worst part about Hunter going to day care? It's that he will cry for me and I'm not there. I'm sure that is every mommy's concern when they go back to work but that really tears me up.  The director at the day care facility told me that yes, he will cry for me, if not the first day, the second day he will. She said after that, he will be just fine. So that is why I am going ahead and getting that "crying out for mommy" fear out of the way a week before I go back to work.  I may as well get it out of the way while I am still on maternity leave and if they need to call me for whatever reason to get him I will.  I can just see myself when and if they call me, "Mommy to the Rescue!!!" Haha!

I even ask Sean if he is ready for me to go back to work because he will be Mr. Mom and have to try and muster up some more patience before I go back. I'm not worried about Sean...no way. He's got it handled =). I just told him he can't call me every hour at work. I'm sure that I will have a reference guide for him on the table of what to do for each little thing.

Either way, I am excited to see all my friends at work and for the obvious reason, MAKE A PAYCHECK!  Now that our house is under contract and it looks like we will be moving soon, we are definitely going to need some extra money. So at the end of the day, I am doing this for my son. Going to work and saving money. That's my motivation. 

I'm gonna miss this drooly little guy while I'm at work.

Our visit to Charlotte and Beech Mountain

We all went for a visit to Charlotte and Boone/Beech Mountain for a week and we had such a great time! We also did a ton of stuff and Hunter was definitely not used to all of the places we went and all the people he was able to meet but I have to admit he was a trooper.  He had his fussy moments and some nights he didn't sleep as well as he usually does but I think it was all of the stimulation throughout the day that he just could not relax. Now that we are back at home he slept 6 hours through the night and then woke up and slept another 4 so I think he was a bit tired just like his mommy because I surely appreciated that sleep! Hunter was pretty good traveling by plane except for the time when we were departing from Fort Lauderdale and he had a melt down before we were going to board the plane.  Yes, you could say that this is that baby that you hear screaming in the airport from far away but I guess now that I am a mom you just block it out and do what you have to do. Shortly after calming him down he went right to sleep. Here is a photo of Sean feeding him (pre-screaming!) and he learned to hold his own bottle:

We were in Charlotte visiting family and friends 5 of the 7 days we were there and then we had decided to go up to Beech Mountain and go skiing. Well, Sean and Greg were able to go but unfortunately with everything going on with Hunter and me being a bit on the tired side, I stayed in the condo with Mom and Hunter and had some nice down time. I was so excited to get back up to Boone and show Sean where I went to college at ASU and it was so great being there. I felt at home again. Sean loved the scenery and we visited all of the college stores and antique stores so it was great. Hunter was again a trooper! I just bundled him up but him in my carrier that I put in front of me and he ended up falling asleep through some of it. Before we left we ate at the Boone and Drug store (I know sounds weird) but this place has been around for 92 years and I personally used to go and grab a hot dog and milk shake between my classes when I was there. This place is a classic! When we left we all ordered a milk shake and I even gave Hunter a little taste of my vanilla one and he loved it! Hahaha...I figured he had been such a good little boy he deserved a little taste of something else besides breast milk.

Hunter was a little celebrity of course and I was very grateful for all of my friends and family that were able to make it over to see him! I was very happy that he met everyone. Here are some photos of some family and friends:

Grandma Sue 

Grandpa and Grandma Tracey

Aunt Eah! (she doesn't know that yet, but she is)

Aunt Jessica 

Uncle Matt

Parker (Shell's little boy who was born on the same day as Hunter. He was so much bigger than Hunter! He was such an angel!)

Shell's family. Jillian is holding Hunter and you can't see Reagan who is hiding behind Shell on the right!...haha!

Kelly and Colin! This is going to be about how big Hunter is going to be in a year.  Colin is about a year older than Hunter.  My goodness how time flies. I remember meeting Colin when he was Hunter's age (3 months)

Kelly

There are a few other family and friends that were able to see him but unfortunately did not have my camera ready but we had such a great visit with everyone and can't wait to go back soon!

Sean and Greg (my stepdad) went skiing and went before the peak season but the resort was blowing snow and I thought it was a great time for them to go because it wasn't busy or too cold at all! Sean went snowboarding and Greg went skiing. Sean has been to alot of ski resorts out west and is really good. Here is a photo of him in action. You can't really see but Sean insisted that I take some action photos of him. I couldn't snap my camera very fast but he just got through doing a jump. 

I managed to sneak a photo with Sean while he was there.

Also, while we were in Charlotte, Hunter turned 3 months old! I can't believe how fast he is growing. The day before we left he grew out of size 1 diapers and had to tell my mom and dad that he was now in size 2. They had bought him size 1 and had to see if they could exchange or buy size 2 diapers. It was like overnight he just grew! He's also eating a lot more now. Especially at night. I breast feed so its been a little difficult trying to keep up with him and have considered supplementing and tried it a couple times at night and he seems to eat another ounce of food. He currently eats about 8-9 oz of food at night! I guess his 3 month growth spurt has really taken a hit! Here is a photo of him at 3 months. For some reason I don't think this photo gives him any justice on how big he has gotten but it will have to do:

Hunter and Daddy

I have to thank my mom for doing so much for Hunter. I guess that is what Grandma's are for. She stocked the whole house with stuff for him that included: a swing, bassinet, rocker/bouncer thing (which he loved!), a play yard, a pack n play and a dresser full of clothes for him. She also bought him a snowsuit (to wear in Boone) and about 5 or 6 pairs of shoes! The funny part is that she wanted to make sure that I didn't need to pack anything for him to minimize all of our luggage but we ended up bringing 2 large suitcases, a bag for the car seat (which I added some stuff inside), a diaper bag, duffle bag, breast pump and sean brought a book bag! I can't imagine her not having all that stuff for him how much we would have brought.  Before we left, we ended up shipping a huge box our house of all the stuff she had for him! Haha.

Also, my dad and his wife really went out of their way and spoiled Hunter with so many toys for him to play with when he gets a little older. They are also shipping a big box to our house too that is full of all the toys. I can't wait for him to play with all of them. I don't know what we are going to do with all of them. I guess we are going to have to invest in a toy box already! 

We had such a nice visit and we are very grateful for all of our family and friends and glad that Hunter is surrounded by so many people that love him.

O' Christmas Tree

This week, Sean and I decorated the house for Christmas and every year I do a theme for our Christmas tree. One year I did all red lights and ornaments, another year I did crystal blue with icicles and this year I did a multicolor tree with the dominant color of purple. Also, my mom gave me these cute little ornaments to use this year and I added some candy canes. Every year, since Sean and I have been together we always get our family ornament down in Key West. Fortunately, we were able to get this year's ornament while we were down there for our wedding. At the time of our wedding I was 18 weeks pregnant with Hunter and Sean and I had already decided on naming him that so we went ahead and had ours made for this year. Take a look at our ornaments over the years and how they've grown...

So as I was putting this collage together, I realized that we are missing our ornaments from 2007 and 2009..hahaha!! I guess I need to dig around and find those. Anyway, you guys get the point =)

Thanks to my mother-in-law, Foxy for giving me purple shatter-proof ball ornaments, I can now put them on the bottom of the tree. Marley loves to play around on the bottom of the tree when I'm not around. Last year, I had so many shattered Christmas ornaments and it was such a mess. Now I don't have to deal with it!

Hunter loves to look at lights of any kind. So our Christmas tree has been an amusement park for him this past week especially since the lights twinkle! When Hunter needs to go down for his evening nap, I just plop him in his Rock N Play in front of the tree and he just falls asleep.

So sweet. 

Our crazy pets!

I haven't talked much about our crazy pets, Millie and Marley yet so I'll give you an idea of how our house usually is minus the baby and the history of them both.  When we first got Millie 4 years ago, she was our "princess" and was allowed to do anything...even get on the furniture and lay with us in the bed. Then, last year I get a phone call from Sean at work telling me that they went on a "run" where they had to help accident victims in the middle of the road and after they finished they looked to see that there was traffic all backed up because of a little black kitty in the middle of the road. So, of course, Sean grabbed the kitty and they took it back to the station and all the guys figured that someone would take the kitty but guess not. Sean calls me and sends me a text of what the kitty looks like and asks if I want him. I couldn't resist so I had to take him:

How could you resist this kitty!

Sure enough when we brought this kitten home, Millie knew she was in for it and that she was going to have some competition. Since day one of keeping Marley, they both have kept us entertained. They are as if they were a real live "Tom and Jerry" episode around here. Marley really LOVES Millie and Millie doesn't not care for Marley as much.  Marley has a lot of energy and wants to play and aggravate Millie all.the.time. So its really funny to watch them. I think now since we have had Hunter they have somewhat taken a liking to each other or at least try to.  I mean lets face it, my son is now more of a priority to me than they are but they do get their individual attention when I have time. Whenever I go on walks with Hunter, Millie always comes and when Marley is in that playful mood I grab his play toy that is on a stick and swing around for him. Marley in the beginning used to terrorize Millie and bug her when she was sleeping or just in general and thinks that whatever Millie has is his too and that bugged Millie like crazy. Here is a photo of how Millie used to let Marley bug her:

Isn't there something wrong with this photo? Millie is supposed to be on her bed, not Marley! Marley would do this all the time to Millie and she would do anything just to get him away from her. That's why Millie is on the ottoman (she shouldn't be, but we let her)! Now over the course of a year look at how the tables have turned:

(Sorry about the quality of the photo, I had to snap this photo quickly)

Now Millie is laying on Marley's little bed that we put in our front windows and Marley is laying on our tree bedskirt! Hahaha, I love these guys.

I always tell Sean that we need to video tape both of them in action when they are chasing each other around the house. So, I have our video camera ready and out so when that happens I will post it. It's really hilarious with Millie barking at Marley and Marley is playing with Millie's tail and then they chase each other around. I'm sure that a lot of pet owners who have a dog and cat do the same thing but I feel like these two are definitely something special.

Oh yeah and since now we have Hunter, Millie is not allowed on our furniture (which has been really tough for Millie, btw) and she is no longer allowed in our bed. Since day one, when we brought Hunter home she hasn't been allowed. I had a few talks with Millie during my pregnancy that one day she would not be allowed to do this and so far she has been obeying my rule. It's tough to resist but I have to do this in order to keep the allergens and pet dander off of common areas where Hunter is. Right now, our house is up for sale and I tell Millie that when we get a new house that we will have a comfy chair for her to sit in near a window and will be just hers (yeah right) =)